It put it in perspective how pointless if futile how my life will turn out, I’d rather not go into the details.
I am ready: I have nothing left to live for, I’ve gathered the supplies, I have the lack of steam to carry on. I know I have posted saying this multiple times before, but I fear this will be my last. My mind is set.
To everyone here, to everyone I have inconvenienced, to anyone that will remember me… I am sorry. My days have come to an end.
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I know something bad… no terrible, horrendous… happened today. But please, something spectacular will happen another day, and you don’t want to miss it. Days come and days go, and bad things happen and bad things are forgotten. Please don’t end it now. You don’t know how things will change later. You have the future to live for.
Please don’t die.
Can i ask whats happened thats pushed you over the edge?
I don’t dare to tell you that there is going to be any spectacular thing that may happen, because I really don’t know. It is conceivable that if you continue to live, you will struggle a long, long time. But if you’re open to believing what the Christians believe (and there is a reason why there are so many Christians who believe in what they believe in…), I’m telling you that if you kill yourself tonight, you’re on your way to a place worse than life. Life may not be good, but hell is definitely not any better.
You have nothing to be sorry for disconsolate….you’re worthy and very much loved even if you can’t feel it….Be well. Take care. Cheers!
God loves you and you are precious! Your life is valuable and He has great plans for you!