Alright, so i guess this is my story…
I dont really know, where, when or why this started to happen.
Normally, some kind of trauma, disease, or other form of bad thing happened to the people, that i knew were suicidal.
For myself, i can’t really find that really bad thing, that caused everything to go down. I grew up in a house together with my family (father, mother and sister), who made a loving and caring environment. Everything seemed fine, I can still remember single moments of me being in Kindergarten, happy.
Somehow, there were things that, while looking back, were signs of unhappiness, starting with my weight. […]