I’ve been reading posts on this site for awhile but never posted anything myself. I guess I just needed to vent tonight to people who understand. The only person I have in my life is my boyfriend but I’m so tired of burdening him with my problems…he is so understanding and so supportive but I don’t want to take advantage of that. As far back as I can remember I have waited to die. I remember as a very young child I would fantasize about getting cancer so I could get out of this world quickly. My dad died of liver cancer when I was […]