I lost someone I loved deeply on July 26th of this year to suicide. She was my best friend. It’s been an incredibly hard few months. I used to be a happy person, I used to smile, and mean it all the time. Now, I fake smiling. I know it has to get easier with time, it can’t get worse. I think about how easy it would be do follow her footsteps and end it all. I can’t though, I won’t. I wouldn’t wish the pain I feel on anybody, and that is what I would do to everyone around me. I know this. Whether […]