Why is there suffering? Why are we here? I don’t care if these questions sound cliche, they are the most important questions that we as a species and as a biological life form should be asking. Â Right now as I type this I have just finished the first post on my suicide journal, and I can feel the “energy” in my hands and my fingers. Â The energy I feel is real, you may say it is just adrenaline, or excitement, or arousal, or whatever. Â I tell you it is my soul or my energy body being stimulated by the art form of writing. Â It is […]
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This journal is about my attempt at self-starvation  and abstinence from all things sexual until my death. Please do not try to convince me to not go through with this, if anything, I may “hallucinate” (I believe it is actual spirit interaction) which may convince me to not kill myself.  We shall see.  I may be inspired to not go through with my method after all, but it’s gonna take some divine intervention :P.
I have been abstinent from any form of sex for about 4 days now counting Day 1 as the 4th day. My […]