EleanorRigby

Mum, This family is broken, it’s all your fault, you were never the mother I needed, and it’s way too late to fix it.

Dad, You were always honest with me, always treated me like an adult, but sometimes there are things you don’t tell your little girl, ’cause they could very well break her heart.

Big brother, You always put on a happy face, and say family means everything to you, but when it comes down to it, when I actually need you, you aren’t there.

Sister, We never got along, but I always looked up to you nonetheless, but now I see you’re just as sad […]

It seems every idea I come up with as to why I’m depressed seems superficial, like the reason doesn’t add up to what I’m feeling, it isn’t big enough.
My family used to have high expectations of me, until I let them down.
I used to have high expectations of myself too. Then I let myself down.
I can’t forgive my mother for being a drug addict and never there when I needed her as a child, I can’t trust her now, and I’m very apathetic towards her. She isn’t reliable.
I want my dad to come home, he’s the only one who ever understood […]