i have nothing left. i’ve been trying for so freakin long and i fail at everything. every decision i make is wrong. i feel empty inside. my heart alternates between being made of stone and just pain. if i could only just die. i used to be so full of life. i wish my heart would stop. i am nothing, i just take up space. i have kids, but i have nothing left for them. maybe they would be better off without me. they don’t want to live with their dad. that’s where they will end up though. they are the only reason i’m not […]