Not sure what I’m doing here. Last Saturday I decided that it was time. After many years of living with the urge to take my own life and just as many years trying to find happiness, I’ve surrendered. If I haven’t managed to find a way to be happy by now, not likely that I will in the future and well…..I’m tired of it…..I actually felt serene. Yesterday I procured myself 2 g of KCN. Â Â I feel compelled to get my things in order first. Write up a will, pay bills, cancel cards and its may seem silly but clean my apartment and go through […]