Eshie Lena

Justalvaro this is to you. I live in a very stressful enviroment. From 7 to 16 I was being beaten by my father and my best friends boyfriend would beat me if I did not do what he wanted. And at that same time I was cutting my arms every day to try and forget what was happening. What he wanted was for me to be a pet. I was used to give men and women pleasure for 9 years straight and I would be in a hospital almost all the time. My best friend at 13 who tried to protect me from it died […]

When I was 11 I tried to kill myself for the first time. It was way to easy for me to get a hold of medicine, a gun, razors and poison to kill myself. When I tried the first time I took 15 pills of advil (500 mgs) and went to sleep. I don’t remember why I wanted to but it felt right at the time. Well I woke up the next morning still alive. I was sooo mad I wanted to scream! But I didn’t. Instead I just shrugged it off.

Now my second time trying to kill myself I was 13. I tried to […]