What if there was like a city, or a whole village, of just us depressed people? Wouldn’t that be interesting?
Hey SP’ers, let’s fill in the blank. What words would describe yourself?
Me- Loser, defeated, hopeless
I know we cannot be unborn or un-exist, but man, wouldn’t it have been nice not to be here suffering in the first place?
And why do we have to suffer so much? Why can’t I just be a happy fucker like some of the people out there? Yeah sure, not everyone is happy. But not everyone is depressed and miserable either.
To be alive and have to either kill yourself or live a tormented life sucks. My own self and my mind is my worst enemy. Sigh. How terrible that knowing you yourself is your own worst enemy?
When you don’t care about anything anymore?
When you’re not doing anything to help yourself
When you’re only doing destructive things (in my case, literally not doing anything)
I’ve fallen into a deep pit of depression, despair, and self-loathing.
I cannot get out of this deep pit; it takes too much effort to.
While I don’t drink or do drugs, being depressed and doing nothing with my life is just as destructive. I don’t go out, I don’t have friends, I barely go out to get food to feed myself. It’s pathetic. I feel half dead already, not living life.
All I do every day is watch tv or movies to numb the pain of my life, the pain of being me.
I don’t know how to get back my “oompf” for life.
I’m not even trying anymore.
At least in the past I tried. And I did go out and do things and had some “fun” or whatever you call it.
But this time it’s pure 100% self destructive depression- doing nothing all day but mope and cry and trying to drown out the pain of being me.
I hate my life.
I hate who I am.
I hate how I’ve wasted so many years of my life.
I hate that I’m too afraid to do anything.
I hate that I’m not really good at much at anything.
If you could have one wish, what would it be?
and how they’ve messed up their lives? -_-
yet cannot end life…
Nothing christmasy or cheery.
What’s good for depressed ppl like us to watch?
I’ve been binging on a bunch of escape room movies lol
All I’ve ever wanted was to be “normal” and happy.
I’ve had depression since I was a kid. I’m middle aged now. I’ve lost hope that it’ll ever change. My mind is even worse off now than before -_-
Well, since it’s xmas, I guess this site will be active today O_o
Well, I guess I am back at the thralls of this bottomless pit of despair and loathing. O_o
Hello old members that I used to talk to. How many of you are still here?
Why are you depressed?
Childhood abuse and trauma
Adult Life not working out – no friends, no job, health issues, loneliness.
Our miserable lives, or our deaths?
Me: By lightning. It’s quick and effective. (although highly unlikely to occur IRL, 1 in 161,831. oh poo)
I despise having been born into this shitty world. I’ve had to endure a horrible life, wrought with poverty and abuse on top of misery. Ah, if only my life had been snuffed out as a fetus or embryo. Would have saved me a lifetime of pain and torture. But alas, I am here. Living a punishing existence. How lovely.
I want to do something with my life, but what? I don’t care about anything anymore… goals, accomplishments, meh. I used to have them, but now all I want to do is sleep. Yes, sleep. I haven’t slept a deep sleep in 15 years (I was hit by a car, and that’s when my life basically ended). I wake up tired, and barely have any energy to get dressed or brush my teeth, let alone actually do something.
I want to pack up and move cross country and to basically be a gypsy and visit other cheaper countries (like Mexico or Ecuador). I want to live as a retiree there. It’s just too damn expensive here.
I want to do something instead of just wasting away here, but I’m too tired to pack. I’m all alone here and sick, and just the thought of packing is tiring. When you’re sick, you don’t have the energy to do these things. I used to pack up and move cross country by myself all the time. But now that I’m ill, and older, it’s not easy. Just how the hell do I get all my stuff over? I need help; I can’t do it alone.
So meanwhile, I’m just wasting away here… with shitty ass neighbors that drive me insane… 🙁
I haven’t been on here in awhile, but is this the new layout? When did it change? It feels weird. I miss the old format. The old format was nice and simple, and easier to see.
How’s everyone doing?
Which 2 pills would you choose and why?