It’s goddamn awful where I am now. I shouldn’t have come here but I’m stuck…
FML FML FML
If only I had enough money to just pick up and go wherever I want to go, live wherever I want to live. I NEED to live in a nice, quiet house. All I get is hell…
We’re all heading for a terrible trajectory, aren’t we? We wouldn’t be here on SP otherwise.
God, my life is awful. I need to escape this shithole and this shitlife.
I know that’s not going to happen, but I wish it would. I can’t seem to fix my own life, no matter what I’ve tried or done. I’m so broken. I’m like pieces of a mirror or glass that’s shattered, and need someone to help me glue the pieces back together.
I’m so tired of a broken life. But now my body and mind is broken as well, so HOW am I going to fix my life now??? :'(
So many want to escape their life- so do I.
Most people choose drugs to do so- drugs, alcohol, etc- to numb themselves.
I never wanted to go down that rabbit hole, but escape from my shitty reality would feel so good.
Well, I wouldn’t want a temporary illusion that drugs or alcohol could give me- I want real change.
But I am too broken and too fucked up at this point to fix my life. Hell, back when I *DID* have all the energy and determination, all I got was kicked into the dirt. Every time I got back up- shitty people/the Universe- […]
My life is so broken.
*I* am so broken.
I want to leave this clusterfuck of a situation.
Do I want to end my life?
Not necessarily.
Do I want, no, NEED a better life?
I sure fucking do.
Many of us here who are suicidal don’t necessarily want to die die, but want to escape their shitty life. IF we had better lives, better situations, better health, more money, less problems, would we still be so fucked up we’d want to die? Maybe some still would. But I would be much happier/better off if I had a better life. I wouldn’t think […]
If you could only have ONE wish, what would it be? (and no wishing for unlimited wishes)
Individual people as well as humans as a species.
You know, like get snuffed out by dexter. I mean, a quick non-suffering death, nothing painful.
It’s not fair other people have good lives. And it’s not like I haven’t tried fucking hard. One can only be knocked down so many times before you just give up. And I’ve given up. I’m tired. I’m tired of fighting “fate” or this universe or bad mojo or whatever you call it.
Anyone feel like Murphy’s Law governs their life?
Sigh. I wish to escape my hell.
But I’m too old/tired/worn out/beaten down by life to get back up.
Why even try when in the end it never works out?
This is a story of revenge. It’s a Korean drama with English subtitles (8 episode tv series).
I’m only on episode1 but already I am rooting for the girl to exact revenge on all those assholes/bullies. Including her POS “homeroom teacher.”
Does anyone else root for the “evil” characters in shows?
I guess technically she’s the “evil” character as she’s going around exacting revenge, but those people were assholes. So is it really wrong for the bullies to get bullied? Personally, I don’t think so.
I’m only on episode1 but I’m sure the ending will be some kind of variation of the protagonist […]
I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE!
I hate this shitty world and it’s shitty ppl
There is nothing but bad shit on the horizon and beyond. What is 100% ahead of us?
-old age
-sagging skin
-wrinkles
-more health problems
-aching everything
-every body part starts to fall apart
-less able to DO things
I am middle age so not “old” yet but I just don’t see any fucking “silver lining.”
I already have health problems, and the older you get, the worse it gets. So it’s nothing but misery ahead for me.
You’d think that hunger would force us to go out and get food. But nope. Depression > Hunger. I haven’t been eating regular/much the last few months and yet I’ve GAINED weight. WTF. -_-
Why does this world have to suck so much?
I wish I could undo most of my life. Hell, I’d go all the way back to say HS. I’d apply to a different college. My whole trajectory would have been different then. WAY different.
My life has been in shambles, in ruins, the last 15 years. Well, 18 years is when it went downhill. But definitely shitty AF the last 15. And it’s gotten progressively worse. The last few years has been hell. It’s come to a point where this trajectory is leading me to a quick trip to hell soon.
I want to know WHEN my life will get better, if ever?
It’s been so long that I’ve lost my will the past 15 years.
Not much fight/hope/will/determination/desire left in me…
There’s no way to know unless we have a crystal ball and a crystal […]
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https://www.youtube.com/shorts/xsi5qgUMz8w
You’re welcome 😛
OK peeps, go and listen to this and see if your wealth changes 😛
Ha! If only it were true…
I don’t want to give up and end it all, but I’ve got no fight left in me.
How do I climb up and carve a better life for myself if I’ve got no fight left?
How do I even keep on living/existing?
Every day is torture.
I don’t want to give up but I’m SO tired of fighting this world.
So tired of fighting myself.