eternaldarkness
Does anyone have a weird fetish? I have a pen/pencil fetish apparently. I have TONS of them, and no, I am not artistic or draw or anything, so no reason to have so many. I literally have a small drawer full of ’em. When I was a kid, we were so poor, and I didn’t really have pens and pencils, so fast forward to today, I have a drawer chock full of ’em.
Do you have a weird fetish? How did it start, or where did it originate from?
Got a funny story to share? We need some laughter here on SP. Tell us about the time you…
What would your perfect way to go be? We’re talking hypothetical here, like for me, to get struck by lightning. Instant death, and die before I feel any pain. Natural, bloodless, non-messy.
when life has beaten you down and you no longer have the strength, energy, or desire to get back up? I am so broken, mentally, physically, broken in every way. I would care to live if I had something to live for.
And it’s hard to off oneself given the lack of available painless and 100% effective methods. So you’re stuck having to be alive yet dead and broken inside. That’s the worst- to be alive and yet not alive, to be dead yet not dead.
…and now the anger has turned into hopelessness and despondency…
S.L.A. (Secret Loser’s Anonymous)
I am:
unwanted
unloved
unwell
unaccepted
unhappy
unlucky
unhealthy
unmotivated
unable to cope with life
unsuited for life in this cruel and messed up world
I am just an Un.
Yeah I know life isn’t fair, but why do some people have to suffer so much? Why do some people have to have such bad things happen to them? While others have such easy lives with nothing but good people and goodness surrounding them? Some people have had to struggle their entire lives, while others just worry about about stupid shit like what shoes should they wear to match what dress they’ll wear tomorrow, while some of us have to worry whether we’ll get beaten today or have dinner tonight.
Some of us had to suffer the moment we were born. How […]
…or looking up people you used to know on the internet…and seeing how fucking happy everyone is and how great their lives are.
Am I angry and bitter that my life sucks and they’re all happy? Why, yes, yes I am.
…finding a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow.
…or for us depressives here, getting one’s hands on a bottle of liquid death.
Since I had a post on confessions, might as well do one on the 7 Deadly Sins.
Which of these are you most guilty of?
Pride is excessive belief in one’s own abilities. Β It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
Envy is the desire for others’ traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Greed […]
Since we’re all anonymous here, save for a screen-name, confess something (lies you told/TMI stuff/disgusting/bad/weird) things you’ve done, or bad thoughts you’ve had. Confess your sins. Release some guilt. We’ve all done some “bad” things, and well, some bad things not in quotes. Glad a few of you felt better after confessing. π
I couldn’t decide which devil emoticon to use; they were all so cute, so putting them all up!!


If there’s such a thing as hell, what would be your version of hell?
-You’re an anorexic but you’re put in a room full of food and forced to eat and eat and eat…
-You’re afraid of spiders but there’s a million spiders crawling all over you…
-You hate children but you’re put in a giant room with a ton of crying, loud, annoying, snotty babies
-Being stuck on hold with customer service forever and ever, “press 1 for…press 2 for…” looping forever until you’ve been driven insane
These are just examples. What’s your version of hell?
What’s a bad way to die? Having a fucking heart attack or brain aneurysm when trying to deal with customer service. I swear, I must’ve burst a couple of blood vessels somewhere this morning. All I wanted to fucking do was buy ONE lousy gift card on ebay, and every time it went to paypal, it wouldn’t let me pay. It kept asking me to verify, and every single time I verify, it tells me I’m verified, then when I go to pay, it makes me verify all over again. After 10x of that, it completely locks me out of […]
Life is empty and meaningless, and wrought with anger, pain and struggles for some. I don’t see what’s so “great” about life.
Forevertorn made a post about punishing ourselves. This sparked an interesting question in my head. Are masochists essentially just depressed people??
Masochist- a person who is gratified by pain, degradation, etc., that is self-imposed or imposed by others.
