im 22 years old and have no hopes or aspirations of the future. I have no faith in my abilities to be responsible, to make friends, or to be a normal functioning person. I wake up in the morning and cry because I have no real people that value me in my life. My family has never given a shit about me. And all of my “friends” only show the definition of FAKE LOVE. I don’t know what to do. Don’t know where to start. Have no hobbies or anything that makes me happy. Should I just die?