Like alot of people here, I’ve tried it once. Â I can’t lie, stuff did start to get better but it never left my mind since then, like something you can’t yet do but you know you will some day. Â By all outward appearances, I’m a very jovial, nice guy but, as is frequently the case here, what you see on the outside is nothing like what’s on the inside. Â Ever since the months leading up to my first attempt, I’ve been a different person. Â I had never felt such a consuming, all encompassing emotion before and it was really easy to come home and wallow […]