Don’t get me wrong I don’t want to die, I don’t want to hurt anybody, especially my family, and I definitely don’t want to let anyone down. My mom, she has no one else beside my little brother and I, and I can’t imagine her sorrow if I killed myself. I once told her that I want to die and she said “And what will I do without you?”
I want to disappear, to vanish, to cease to exist. I don’t know why I’m alive, I’m nothing but a huge disappointment, I feel like my presence is meaningless, why am I here? All I want is […]