feeling hopeless and pretty worthless right now…Â had a okay day, cried when i saw my ex boy friend i had my friends there to hug me and support me which is the first in a while.. i started cutting my self again…Â i talked to the girl who my ex likes or who he left me for and she said that he and her have been getting close and he tells a lot of stuff she says that he talks about me a lot and he misses me honestly i do not know if he likes me or her my therapist said that i […]
The way I see it us if they are always on your mind mabey they should be there that if it us meant to be then love will find away. i am sick and tired of begging for you i am sick of doing everything that wrks for you no breaks no drama no bull shit just give me a strait up answer do you want to be with me or not. Oh the things i have done for you i am sad and depressed any ideas of how i can end my life quick and easy? Sometimes letting go is the best bet
my depression? it has spiraled out of control i feel like there is nothing in life that i can enjoy, everything is just dark and hollow, i feel alone i feel like i want to bawl my eyes out but i have cried to many tears for me to cry i feel like being dead would not be so bad no one would notice… i just feel like my life is worthless i feel like there is no body there for me, that i am on this all alone but i need some one i have done to many things alone i need someone there […]
i feel like i am worthless i feel like i want to die i am sick of the bull shit that i put up with in my life i am done i hate this i hate feeling like crying all the time i hate feeling like i am not good enough that i am a no body having no friends well it is hard to make new friends when you are the odd one out for cutting your self the kid who’s dad died the kid with the crazy mom and the drugged out brother. i found out today that my ex left me because […]
I posted here the other day telling my story I thank everyone for the advice but today when I got to school all I wanted was for me to die I was lonely, alone, sad upset and when I saw my boyfriend at school all I wanted to do was cry I held it together and didn’t. I had such a horrible day I am sitting by myself after school in Starbucks after my friend left (my only friend who has been there for me the most) & my ex boyfriend the one who needed space is sitting there with a bunch of girls […]
i found this website today and made an account and so here i am telling you my story after my parents split up when i was 8 and i moved to California i would still visit my dad in Arizona on breaks and holidays from school. When i went into 6th grade my dad was diagnosed with stage 4 colon cancer it had spread to his bones and needed to start chemo right away he did and then there was no trace of the cancer. Towards the end off my 6th grade year it all came back he was fighting and doing everything he could […]
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