sad :(

feeling hopeless and pretty worthless right now…  had a okay day, cried when i saw my ex boy friend i had my friends there to hug me and support me which is the first in a while.. i started cutting my self again…  i talked to the girl who my ex likes or who he left me for and she said that he and her have been getting close and he tells a lot of stuff she says that he talks about me a lot and he misses me honestly i do not know if he likes me or her my therapist said that i need too let him go and really think about it but i seem to feel empty and sad i have nothing in life that seemed to make me happy but him my mom has been bitching towards me and making me feel like i am a piece of shit and not important that she could find me dead and would not care because she can do a lot of other and better things without me… i really do feel like i could die and no one would care