This is my first time here… searched something horrible but found this instead. My heart bleeds for all of you, all of us, that feel the same impulse that brings us to a site like this. Right now? I feel especially broken, especially despondent, incapable of anything but despair. It hangs over me like a cloud and consumes every trace of hope in my heart. Is there any left at all? Doubting it.
The world feels crushing and cruel, a place that is not very pleasant to be in. Worst of all is myself, my own weakness, my lack of entitlement to any of the good […]