today was really hard.
One ugly baby
Mom’s heart surgery. Right now. Pray if you want. I gotta make a two hour drive down there because she wanted me to stay behind and wait for her to return.
Look at these outfits she made us wear omgggg I hated it
I like watching “what would you do” because it reminds me of the good in people. Anxiety makes you think everyone’s mad at you. It sucks because isolation’s addicting. Can’t wait to get out of this cabin fever I’m in. I have two more weeks in this place. Then I can take another step. I’m also nervous because next week my mom’s having heart surgery. She wants me to stay with her for a week and watch over her. That brings back a lot of trauma for me but I’m going to brave through it anyway. I’m someone that avoids people and places that remind […]
“Authorities said Melchert-Dinkel was obsessed with suicide and hanging and sought out potential victims online. When he found them, prosecutors said, he posed as a female nurse, feigned compassion and offered step-by-step instructions on how they could kill themselves. Court records show Melchert-Dinkel told police he did it for the “thrill of the chase.”
Prosecutors said he acknowledged entering into fake suicide pacts with about 10 people, five of whom he believed killed themselves.“
One of the people Melchert-Dinkel chatted with […]
Life is but a meaningless cycle of anguish and despair. Even those we hold dearest will become formless faces of vague familiarity. Our purpose and place is indistinguishable and seeking fulfillment is futile. The only constant is pain. And lot’s of it.
Her songs:
https://youtu.be/tkaYamHSyt4
credits
it’s really great. Try it if you haven’t. Humans of New York is another favorite you might enjoy.
My favorite part is when her friends confirm there’s blood everywhere and help clean it. She’d go crazy living there pretending nothing happened, everything’s fine… I miss that feeling. I miss being around better people.
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