mabey i should do my step 2 again, but fuck- 5 months in drug rehabilitation has broken me. Dont get me wrong, I happy to be in recovery and have my sobriety. But my social life is stuffed, my life is fucked and have no friends,  aquaintences but no friends, no family life – afraid of being disowned my the one family member i have left. I’m borderline suicidal – already on anti-depressants and mood sableizers. I would rather die than relapse on drugs or drink – ive come to far for that and know very well where that takes me. I dont know what to […]