My mind has a never ending cry for help. I suffer in silence and when I speak people think its just a phase. I hope they’re right, I hope I’m wrong. I always say there’s always a limit for everything, it’s come to the point where the most important people in my life have turned their back on me. It feels nasty, I have disgust in my heart and tears want to flow through my eyes, I want to scream through the walls, yet I keep myself from doing this, I don’t want people seeing my pain, my suffering. So I keep that anger, that […]
I’ve got everything planned, but I’m scared of surviving. I can’t take this life anymore. I hate being this depressed not being able to find that light at the end of the tunnel. I am dying  from inside. I need to get out of this world!