I’m sitting alone in my room. Lights are off, got my song on iTunes. I’ve taken the maximum safe dose for whatever I’ve taken. Another could throw me into cardiac arrest, or shut down the respiratory system.
Should I do it? No one knows. No one has any idea at all.
What’s holding me back? The finality of that choice? Fear?
I don’t know. But I’ve got the rest of the night to figure it out.