Emotions strike me as unpleasant and weak. I am too narsastic and obsessed with controlling people to feel love for another human being. My existence feels like an obligation just another stupid person on this earth. I am done, I can’t take it any more. My mother has OCD , my sister has server autism, and I had autism when I was a little kid. I wish everyday that i could be the one who can be sick and my sister could be cured. my dad treats me like I am 10 when really I am 17. The only time I am ever happy is […]