I am like an alien and so fucked up that I can’t relate to anyone. This sounds corny, but this used to be a good thing and people used to love me for it. I used to be kind of messed up in a good way. I was a smart straight A student, studied music endlessly and obsessively and had almost an unlimited inspiration for arts of all kinds. I was funny, likeable, fun, well networked, passionate, moral, on track for scholarships (now I lack money for college and have to work), on track for Ivy League schools… I could go on. But what basically […]