ive realized recently that i most likely have an anxiety disorder and depression. when i think about anything changing in my life i get this panic in my chest. it makes me feel physicly ill. when i wake up for school this dread washes over me. i dont know why i love school i get to see my friends and i get to do things that i enjoy. but every morning i get this terrible feeling in my stomach and i usually feel like im going to puke. its not like i get bulllied at school i have a pretty good school life. but the […]
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happythoughts
hi,
this is the first one of these that im writting. i dont know where to start. well i dont usally do this on the internet i write letters to a friend of mine that i have been “involved” with for some time i dont ever have the courage to send them i cant. if you looked at my life from the outside you would see someone who was a happy teenager who lives in an average house with average parents. that is me average. but my family is nothing close to average. first my mom and sister dont talk much because of something that happened when […]