My life consist of mainly thoughts of suicide, drugs, boys, depression, anorexia and being bipolar. I can’t do it anymore. I just want it to go go away- either suicide or getting help. That’s basically all that’s left and I’m scared the decision is coming soon. How do I get help? Don’t say talk to a trusted adult because I don’t have one. Mabye I could find a clinic around me but I don’t know how or how I could get there. HELP ME
One last breathe
Pull it in deep
One more pill
To put me to sleep
25
26
swallow it quick
This pain is restraining
I can’t keep on waiting
I’m lost and confused
I’m done trying to choose
It’s the finale goodbye
The last farewell
I’ll met you all
In that place called hell
So my parents aredivorced and for the past 6-8+ months my dad hasn’t been oaying child support.So this past week my mom filed for a contemptive court order which means in 60 days they will go to a court hearing and either my dad starts paying child support or he will go to jail. I don’t want to see my dad anymore but I also don’t want my dad to be in jail. I’m not sure whether I’m hurt or what. I’m so confused and just numb to it
Last night just wasn’t a good night for me . I guess you could call it my first real attempt at suicide. Before I’ve only cut myself and have thoughts about suicide but last night I just went kinda crazy for no real reason. I guess it was mostly because I had my first day of school and my first day of cheer after two weeks of missed practices- needless to say I was stressed. I’ve nver taken more pills then I should but I’ve always thought of it as a way of suicide. So last night I took  20 pills- 8 Advil, 4 ibuprofen, […]
This is going to be really long but I’m going to keep it as short as possible. This is most of my life and most of my problems all in one. Â I’ve never told anyone all of this but I really need to get it all off my chest- Â so here it goes
So I’m  a 13 year old boy crazy girl. From the outsde I look like I have it all together. I’m that pretty popular cheerleader who looks like she has a lot of friends and guys like her. Sounds greatright? That girl isnt the real me. I’m falling apart.Im insecure. I feel fat […]