My life consist of mainly thoughts of suicide, drugs, boys, depression, anorexia and being bipolar. I can’t do it anymore. I just want it to go go away- either suicide or getting help. That’s basically all that’s left and I’m scared the decision is coming soon. How do I get help? Don’t say talk to a trusted adult because I don’t have one. Mabye I could find a clinic around me but I don’t know how or how I could get there. HELP ME
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Definitely choose to get help. If you need to talk to a professional or recieive medication you should speak with your doctor. he/she should be able to arrange everything. Also there are pleanty of people on SP that you could talk to in the mean time. Please don’t give up seek help.
I see you mention drugs, I don’t know what depth of using you do, yet drugs are depressants, alcohol is a depressant, if your taking meds for bipolar and drinking and using will mess up the meds and the way they are supposed to work.
Ever try an AA meeting or NA ? Theres alot of free therapy or a donation of a buck at the meetings surely beats 150 an hour at a psychiatrists office.
just a thought
Getting help for the first time is scary.. but once you talk to a doctor and they set you up.. you will feel such a relief. It took me too long before reaching out for help. I’m glad I did though. Give it a try.. it could be great, and like scar504 said, we are all here to help and talk.
Antidepressants and therapy haven’t worked for me personally, but I’ve heard it does wonders for some, so I just might be an oddball. Besides I don’t have health insurance.
I even heard vitamin D helps, though its far from a cure.
For me, a few things have kept me from dying so far. But two in particular are 1) drugs and 2) at least trying to reach a goal that you want to achieve before you die
I’ve used opiate and opioid drugs. The problem with these drugs though is that you can only take them infrequently, otherwise you’ll get addicted. I’ve taken them strictly once a week or less and haven’t gotten addicted.
A week might not sound like a long time, but when your waiting for your suicidal depression to go away it is. There’s also a lot to know about these drugs to use them with some safety, but they certainly give me something to live for. Opiophile.com is a good resource.