I’ve been refusing to go to school again. I went for a full week last week but then i just said fuck it. I’m not even telling anyone i know that i’m going through a major manic depression mode again. Why should i? No one shows empathy anymore. This world only cares about materialistic and selfish desires. If i was to tell my mom i want to kill myself, (which i wouldn’t but i have in the past) it doesn’t even effect her. It’s like a common word she hears everyday,and she’ll say sorry, hun,don’t know what to do anymore. i’ve gone to plenty of […]
I’m 17 years old and my mom is getting remarried for the 3rd time in 3 days. I hardly know the guy. He’s moving into our home and i’m  not thrilled. step parents always try and act like they’re your own parents and it’s bullshit. My dad is the only one who understands me. ONLY one.  He’s on drugs as always, who knows where.  I’ve had depression and wanted to kill myself ever since summer after 5th grade. I still don’t know what caused it. Probably just the manic depression,anxiety and bipolar that runs in both sides of my family finally kicked in my system. […]