hollywood1919

I woke up, got dressed, took my dad’s car to school (cuz my car had a huge layer of ice all over and it wouldnt melt in time) and went to class.

when i got there, i just wanted to cry. it was so hard not to.

because i realized that i really dont want to study radiology. probably not even health care at all.

I’m bombing my biomedical terminology class, i can never focus on my homework, and i never learned to study (never really had to in high school.) this is a 4-credit-hour class (honors level) that is required for anybody who is going to work […]

I thought I was going somewhere with my life. I was depressed and had ADD all the way from 3rd grade until when I graduated high school. I got a job, I started taking classes at a community college for radiology. I’ve decided, I don’t think I can work in health care. I like studying science and biology, but to be a health care professional you have to be empathetic and mentally stable (and in radiology, you have to lift patients, which means you have to be somewhat strong.) I am NONE of those things. I don’t know what I’m going to do if I […]

Yes, I did attempt suicide once. When I was 16.
But I’m not going into details about it, it’s not important here.
Sometime afterwards, my dad said to me, “What would you have accomplished by committing suicide?” What would you accomplish by having us find your dead body in the morning?”
I don’t know what happened, but it woke me up.
I realized, what the hell am I doing to myself?

Several times a week, I will try to post something (a video, a song, or something funny) that I hope will brighten someone’s day 🙂

Dumpweed: Awesome song- has a lot of energy and makes you feel good 🙂

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rp2I4r9LX44

Hallucinations: MOST EPIC SONG OF ALL SONGS EVER!!!!

I get goosebumps every time I listen to it!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?annotation_id=annotation_43506&v=Vd_T1Plhfhc&feature=iv

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CmyUkm2qlhA
hope this brightens up your day 🙂

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzSCsfbj5p4&feature=fvst

just listen, this song is amazing. I hope it helps make someone feel better 🙂

Anybody just want to talk? Kind of bored and kind of lethargic atm… I’m here if anybody wants advice or just wants to talk. email me? cutecopper19@hotmail.com