It’s been 17 years now since I’ve been diagnosed with depression. The disease itself came very early during my terrible childhood. Parents were very critical, perfectionists, I was never good enough. They didn’t care of me – my therapist says I’ve been hardly mentally abused.
I think about suicide more and more…. every day now. My shrink said that she couldn’t help me anymore except putting me on antipsychotics or mood stabilizers and still taking 3 antidepressants as now. I’ve got an experience with almost all AP and AD new or old as it last 7 years until the doctor found a combination which seemed to […]