im 19 years old
i dont know if i am depressed? how can you tell if you are depressed ?
i pretend/feel alright when im around family and friends, and i never really think about it.
but at night(mostly) because i can never sleep till like 5am, i think about how much i hate myself and think about dying. i think about what my funeral would be like. and i cry soo much when im alone. sometimes for no reason.
i always get really anxious when around people i dont know, or if im walking alone, especially at night and when i get home im shaking just cause i always think […]