All I want is just one person. One genuine person who will listen even when I sound a bit crazy. Someone who will say “hey come over” knowing I’m having a bad day. Or if I just need to rant I know I could text them paragraph after paragraph just to get it all off my chest, just to have someone to confide in. Someone who wont get too busy to see me or listen to me or wont get bored of me and my problems and decide to just leave because I’m no longer worth there time or patience. Someone who will make time […]
IrrationalLion
I told my mother the truth. That I felt left out and that she wasn’t treating me life a daughter she was treating me like someone she was co-living with. Always going places and never telling me or asking if I’d like to come. Knowing it’s stuff I normally love to do. I’m used to feeling lonely and left out at school. I’ve come to terms with school being a meaningless place with meaningless people to me & being that I have a little over 6 months left there I don’t really care that it’s like this. But now home is starting to feel the […]
When your nearly 14 year old daughter tells you she’s depressed you don’t turn away from her. You don’t cry and look disappointed. You don’t watch her like she’s about to commit suicide at any moment. You find her help. & if the help says she doesn’t need help before meeting her, you tell them they’re wrong or you find another place to seek treatment. How did they feed me to the wolves and let me fight this battle on my own ? Behind my closed bedroom doors ? With my own thoughts haunting my head…Four years later here I am. On this website. Craving […]
When I lay awake at night 100% exhausted my mind insists on running through my regrets and my secrets. I turn the music up louder so maybe I won’t be able to think anymore but then flashbacks pop up. There’s no escaping.