So i took 40allergy pills on purpose obviously . its just been so rough i really dont give a shit any more say blauh thats stupid why werent you knocked out cold?!?!?! allergy pills make you sleepy idfk! okay but what ever on one hand i want to live because of certain peopl on the other im just tired of shit!!!! my family !!! my grandma my best friend just died & my father the reason i was living to see him again died also ! with in 7 months !!!!! what the fuck!!! i just like to swera and th […]
You mother fucker you take every thing away . I loved my father i was daddys little girl , he was going to surprise us for thanksgiving , and christmas you mother fucker I want to go. How come you cant take me too , you mother fucker take me from this Earth. Make my family hert more then you already made them you mother fucker. […]
save my soul for i am young. Though i sin i am brave though i sin i am smart save my soul for tomorrow morn i dont want to die tomorrow and burn in hell . A fiery death never cold always too hot , never loved always forgotten things burned photos riped always forgotten never loved.
Lets just say of my child hood i do rember its ……not all good the cops all ways there put in mind i lived in a small village still do. my sister reminds me of alot and i am glad i dont rember. I was once homeless liven in a dirty motel when i moved to lancaster p.a for half a year in first grade. I loved my father i loved to hike with him fish do anything he wasnt their much he was an acholic. he was just getting his life on track he was going to surprise us for christmas we made plans!!! […]
Nothing is forever
Everything i want disapears
Nothing is forever take my soul
take my heart
they are weak
from pain of
losing things
Nothing is forever
like your body your soul
will disapear
your soul will be in
the land of forever
forgotten In a beutiful land you willl see the ones that didnt last forever your loved ones the you loved and they loved you the most.
You wont last forever
                                               My soul is weak
                                                     I have no wishes
                                         I have no dreams
                                                         I will lie here and die .
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   I use to be afraid to die .
 How foolish was I.
 I was stupid & young I loved life ,and people I was loved…I think .
I’m not afraid to die just of how I will I hope im asleep if I don’t kill my own self maybe drink some poison, right before I go to bed it be peaceful no pain no cry’s but where would I go heaven or hell , would I be a Angel or a demon.
 How I wish I was loved maybe I’d wanna live if I was herd and not […]
                  You mother fucker you take every thing away . I loved my father i was daddys little girl , he was going to surprise us  for               thanksgiving , and christmas you mother fucker I want to go. How come you cant take me too , you mother fucker take me from this Earth. Make my family hert more then you already made them you mother fucker. Dont take my grandma away shes my best friend the only person other then my father that gets me . You mother fucker you might as well cut my heart it already aches , I know […]
My dady past im only 15 he was on tubes something no one should see let alone a 15 year old 🙁 im a daddys little girl he was going to come back up, and i was going to go fishing and get it a dog and ppaint my room purple , he was going to suprise me and myy sister up here for christmas he lived in south carolina, i never got to hear his voice i my self gave him a hug but i wanted him to hug back my sister and i planed his frunral and chosse to take the resporater out […]
I use to be afraid to die .
                            How foolish was I.
I was stupid & young i loved life ,and people I was loved…i think .
             Im not affraid to die just of how i will i hope im asleep if i dont kill my own self maybe drink some poison,
right before i go to bed  it be peaceful no pain no crys but where would i go heaven or hell , wouldf i be a Angel or a demon.
                How I wish I was loved maybe I’d wanna live if I was herd and not inorged .
   They all i think im cheerful but if they really […]
so im turning 15 in october 16 days from now and well i was planing and getting excited for a party it was goona be the best birthday ever…………….. but since my mother got mad at me for not takening care of my clothes and lacking in of cleaning up after my self due to being tired after school and volleyball and not getting home till 8 it was a big fight of just my mom yelling which made me scared and specially what else she said. i waas affraid to come home i went to the counslers ryied and said the whole story. im still […]
my mom is yelling at me non stop all i do is cry when im alone im not aloud to cry in front of her she yells i cut but i recently went to biteing which leaves me a scare for about three days and pain for a week i hat life ive wanted to kill my self since i learn i could my sister tried she was raped she was arrested ….. im just here in the back round i never do any thing bad im always good yet im the one […]
I’m Jasmine im bigger then usual I’m 14 turning 15 I believe im pretty only my head has good features my mom and sister talk down to me and get mad when I stand up for my self I truly want to kill my self idk what to do.
All I do is get criticism I know people judge due to my weight ive tried every thing I never tell any one every thing only one person or two know and that’s my therapist I got from freaking school not my […]