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jasonsbigsis

Losing my brother has been the hardest thing to deal with... I will miss him every day for the rest of my life. I can't even fathom my life without him in it. If only I knew, if I wasn't too blind to see. The pain doesn't go away, it just transfers to those you love. Find someone to talk to and fight it together. Open their eyes to your world. They love you and don't want you to leave theirs. An old Cherokee is teaching his grandson about life. “A fight is going on inside me,” he said to the boy. “It is a terrible fight and it is between two wolves. One is evil – he is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.” He continued, “The other is good – he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you – and inside every other person, too.” The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather, “Which wolf will win?” The old Cherokee simply replied, “The one you feed.”

Fear or Love? You Choose.

by jasonsbigsis 8/19/2014

written by jasonsbigsis

I feel like I’m on the brink of something. I am afraid to post this but I will, because I love. Consider this my love letter to all of you beautiful, compassionate souls, and excuse the length. If one person finds one phrase that jumps out at them or comfort, or just provides a little something to ponder, I will be happy. Every day, little things are showing themselves to me and they all mean something. Think whatever you like, I’ve never been one to force what I believe, judge, claim to understand everything, or say there is only one way to do something. There […]

8/19/2014 7 comments

A Tribute to My Brother and to My Friend Kevin (Iamzero)

by jasonsbigsis 8/14/2014

written by jasonsbigsis

“And ever has it been known that love knows not its own depths until the hour of separation.”-Khalil Gibran

Today has been a heart-wrenching day. I woke up knowing it was the 2 month mark of when my little brother took his life. It has been a devastating loss that has shattered my world. He is a part of my soul and always has been and I feel tremendous loss.

And then I received an email this morning from a dear friend known here as Iamzero, stating that he was sorry but that he could not go on any longer and wished me thanks and love. Love […]

8/14/2014 26 comments