Here I am again alone with my thoughts. Almost 40 and still messing up. I’m a regular shy guy. I’d like to say I’m fit, but I’m kidding myself; bit of skinny fat. Anways, the only relationship I’ve ever had was over a decade ago. Even that was kinda of a sham. She was recently separated and I was her comforting coworker… We had a deal to just help me loose my virginity and to not fall in love. But we did. And she cheated on me a year later. Messed me up pretty bad. Took me a long time to get over it (many […]