I know how it feels to not want to be here. Both of my sisters committed suicide 17 months apart from each other. One in july and another this past Nov a day after thanksgiving.They both hung themselves. I feel like they gave up on me and left me in this world alone. I get very angry but I realize me getting mad does nothing. I feel like giving up and being with them many of days but I cant hurt my family and mostly, my mother. I wish I could of saved them and they was here with me today. losing one sister was hard but losing another […]