Why? Why do I do this to myself? Why do I keep making myself suffer? Why don’t I have the courage to do it?
This is my life and I can do it if I want to, I’m tired of people saying don’t, I’m sick of them telling me to stop being so damn selfish and to think of others. Like I’m a person too damnit why cant they think of what I’m going through, Why cant they see the pain I see why do they have the strength I don’t have. Where the hell am I supposed to go a damn hospital doesn’t help I […]
What is the matter with me, I feel this way and I cant believe it I know others feel the way I do and when I feel like this I know I’m being selfish I know I’m hurting others and that’s the last thing I ever want to, I cant even handle myself anymore I disgust myself I cant even think right I cant feel right I tell one of my best friends and I never wanted them to know this side of me I just wanted them to see me for how they see me a kind, amazing best friend that would protect them […]
Maybe just one slice on the throat will do the trick?
I can’t take it anymore I have lost everything my friends do not care my parents do not care the government does not care. I have taken so much for my age. I have been through so much that most people would feel the same. I think maybe I should just end it all right now. I should just take my blade and cut my throat and let the tarp catch my blood so I don’t leave another chaotic mess for my parents, all they care about is money I have put to much […]
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