it seems like i was not ment to do anything. like i have no real futrue. like i do nothing for everybody around me. i am to blame for everything i have no real use. then what am i doing here. so many people have said they loved me, but never have they really showed it. they have done so many hurtful things to me and it has always been ok. someone close to me said to just sweep it under the rug . but i cant . i cant forget, and when its ok for them to do it, i cant forgive. this has […]