it seems like i was not ment to do anything. like i have no real futrue. like i do nothing for everybody around me. i am to blame for everything i have no real use. then what am i doing here. so many people have said they loved me, but never have they really showed it. they have done so many hurtful things to me and it has always been ok. someone close to me said to just sweep it under the rug . but i cant . i cant forget, and when its ok for them to do it, i cant forgive. this has been a set up , since brith , i have been set up to be nothing all my life no matter what i do to change it.
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People put unrealistic expectations on people, like everyone has to have a grand purpose. A rock does not question it’s meaning but purely by existing serves a purpose. However the rock does not have the capacity to fully comprehen its function in the world. We are the same. We can’t know what function we serve. Just do the best you can and that will be more than enough
@ one_day
that made so much sense
thank you