in my past i had been beaten, verbally abused, neglected, and raped. could this be why i have an eating disorder? im not quite sure what mine is tho. i usually consume less than 300 cals. a day and do an extreme workout (on dvd) 5 times. and i just wasted all of that time. i just binged out. i ate some of 3 types of chips, a sausage biscuit, a hot pocket, bag of skittles, and half a tub of icecream. why do i do this?