These days, i cannot sleep and i would listen to my music of goodbyes and farewells. And i would try and not to cry, but i couldn’t hold it in. Every night has been so difficult for me. God…my life is a waste of time, and it serves no purpose, so why am i still here? There is two battles going on, an that is to not go through with it. And the other is a question of moral grounds. I am sorry for that i have let myself down, and to the people that knows me. How much pain can i really take? I […]
Karl
Karl
I've spent most of my life in education and surrounded by close friends during my early days as a teen. During my time in education, i have studied as hard as i could and gained several achievements for it. When my secondary school has ended, i enrolled into a technical college and studied computing and electronics, both were challenging courses but i have managed to gain a merit and a pass for them. A year has passed, and i started to lead a life of the real world, where entering into the real world was daunting and nerve racking. I left home at an early stage of my life and got myself some dead end jobs which were a difficult experience. During my time, I had lost some of my old friends and made new ones. I started to understand the hardship of looking for another job after i left my old one as i couldn’t make it work. I applied for so many jobs, and finally got myself a work placement in a hospital for 12 months. This was a valuable experience and it would give the employers a positive insight into my ability to do my job and the extra experience to go with it. After my work placement has ended, for the 12 months, i felt a little sad to leave the placement and including my work colleagues who i have made close working relations with them. But, after a few months, there was a vacant post where i worked in the placement job, and i took the advantage to apply for it. In this present time now 2011, i am working full time as a technical computer engineer for almost 7 years now and looking back to see the good time and the hard times, it amazes me to see how much i have grown and to have come through the endurance of the real working world challenge.