I dont know what to do anymore..im depressed this past weeks and i wasnt able to attend any classes..its almost 3 weeks now..my classmates visited me this afternoon and told me that if i dont go to school tomorrow they’ll drop me out..its not like i like that school anyway..i just transferred there this few months ago..i dont feel like going to school tomorrow..i have anxiety and im also worried of what might happen..but honestly..i want to get out of that school too, i want to transfer to some other school so i can start again..but im not sure of what will happen if i […]
kej is already dead
I finally overcome my fear and ask my mom to talk with me later..but now i feel like regreting it..im suppose to tell her about my problems that she never knew since i was born..im quiet and i also keep everything by myself since i was young..i dont want to be a burden and stress to our family members..but the more i became like this..the more i cause trouble to them..to the point that they admitted to me that they dont know me at all..thats why i came up with the idea of telling them everything but im afraid..im nervous..i dont know what should or […]
First..i think i have a social anxiety disorder..im still not sure since i haven’t done any counseling..i already search the symptoms and so on..i wanna ask my parents to take me to a psychologist..but i cant..im afraid that they’ll think its something so serious that they wont stop bragging about it too much..im afraid of what kind of outcome will it be..im not so close to my parents since they are both in other country and im here leaving in my apartment with my sisters..if im going to ask my sisters instead, they’ll probably not believe me because im totally different when im with them..they […]