Today I’ve celebrated 4 years happy. I spent 6 years depressed, almost 2 of those suicidal. There was no worse feeling than trying to decide what is the most accessable, and most effective why to kill myself. Spending countless hours trying to figure out who would come to my funeral out of love, not obligation. And to make it worse I hid the pain behind a happy, very convincing smile. It was a day by day process to get here. Think of the people (no matter how few you think they are) that will miss you and love […]