I used to want to do it so I would end up in hospital and get help,
Then my mum said that “if I ever tried she would hate me because it would destroy her and the family”
So now I just wanna do it to die, but I still keep putting it off, I just don’t wanna leave my mum with my debt and my pets etc,
Urgh it’s so hard! I just can’t cope anymore, I’m not that strong!
Four different types of meds and two counsellors later and I feel ten times worse 🙁
I would love to get my ex back, he used to make me […]