I used to want to do it so I would end up in hospital and get help,
Then my mum said that “if I ever tried she would hate me because it would destroy her and the family”
So now I just wanna do it to die, but I still keep putting it off, I just don’t wanna leave my mum with my debt and my pets etc,
Urgh it’s so hard! I just can’t cope anymore, I’m not that strong!
Four different types of meds and two counsellors later and I feel ten times worse 🙁
I would love to get my ex back, he used to make me strong, He used to make me happy, but he doesn’t want me any more,
I’m just so fed up! x
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You don’t want to die. It’s really obvious to me you don’t, you’re still clearly full of desires and hopes deep down. Your just overwhelmed and trapped by the harshness of your surroundings. I’m not among the wisest around here so there’s not much I can offer you other than my friendship. Still I can tell you that what your mother told you is unacceptable and you shouldn’t stand for it. You deserve respect and caring from her an that was neither.
Fight for what you want, don’t suffer alone. Live.
Good luck.
Your mother does not hate you.
If she said that, its because she loves you so much, losing you would ruin her. its true the death of a child is the worst thing for a parent, there is no comparison.
She Loves you. You have an ex who still loves you. it never goes away.
You can find love again. you deserve love again.
You dont need to got to a hospital to get help.
We here, everyone on this site will help you.
Stay strong girl.
You deserve to be happy.
Well, there is still hope for you.
Hold on, because you can find a new love.