okay so i love my friends but they are killing me. its not their fault anything i have i abuse and its just so fucked up and i just want it to stop, want to be happy. i went through bulimia for a while (its coming back to me) and depression. many suicide attempts which were nicks at the neck no more than self harm which i did reguarly but then my parents found out and made me stop. i have a friend i have known her for nine months and i told her about me and she helped me she really did. but i […]