I am 19, I have always been bright and good looking and have never been socially rejected throughout my life i have attended parties enjoyed social occasions and loved spending time with friends. However, inside of me i have always felt alone and weird. i feel like nobody really likes me, and looking at my behavior over the years i’m not surprised as to why. I have bitched about friends behind their backs, lied, been confrontational when drunk and agressive to those who care about me. i never know why, i always feel like there is no point in living, i dont feel alive. i […]