I can’t do this anymore. I have tried. I think that finally I am just slowly erroding. I can’t explain it but I feel as if the only thing I want to do anymore is to create or work, but not relate to people, or make friends, or try to find love. I think I am so disgusted with people and how terribly I have been abused and misused and under appreciated, I think the bullying, the slanders, the evil eyes and crude comments have finally destroyed me. I tried so hard. I tried. And I can’t try anymore because my feet feel heavy and […]