I have tried very hard, for a very long time to find a way to be content in life- I gave up on happy quite some time ago. I am so tired of struggling so hard- I have spent my entire adult life being HIV positive thanks to an a**hole ex-boyfriend- and even tho they say I would die within a few years, I not only lived, I have never been sick more than 25 years later. Being female with HIV, even in good health, has been anything but a picnic. I can’t express the psychological toll it has taken on me. Yes, I can […]