I think there’s a part of me that knows that I’m broken. Knows how pathetic and weak that I am. Knows that without other people forcing me to do things or keeping me here, my existence would mean nothing. Even then the other part of me realizes that there’s nothing that I can do myself to fix this brokenness that I feel. I need help but no one is willing to lend me a hand. No one wants to stay. Everyone leaves because they don’t like being around me. I don’t blame them. Really I don’t. But I just wish that once. Just once. Someone […]
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leareth
It’s hard. I know that life is hard. It’s not supposed to be easy. It has to be this way to help us grow but I’m not strong enough to do this. As each day passes I don’t want to associate with people. I don’t even really leave my room unless it’s for work and even then I call out because some days I just can’t leave to face the outside world where people are ok. I don’t want to pollute them with my negativity so I do the best thing I can think of and that’s to lock myself in my room. For a […]